We All Walk Alone

It's weird. Prior to going on tour, I was very comfortable spending time by myself. I reveled in the private times I had- the solitude, silence, and calm. But since I've been surrounded by a company of around 100 people and had a roommate for nine months, it's very strange re-adjusting to being "alone". I find myself needing to go out just to have the comfort of being around other people. I call people on the phone more frequently and have discovered the joys of texting. When will this madness stop so I can revert to being the introvert that I truly am!

May The Force Be Sith You

Just got back from watching the third and final? installment of Star Wars- Revenge Of The Sith. It was a fitting conclusion to what has become a lifelong fascination with and admiration for these movies. In a way, it feels as if this is the end of my official "childhood". These characters have been my "friends" for my entire life. And I must say it feels good to finally have a complete picture, to have some closure, if you will. I don't have nearly the same desire to conquer the world and defeat the baddies as I did after the first trilogy, but nonetheless, I will go out into the world tomorrow with the hope that the Force will help me find ways to pay the bills and succeed at auditions. May the Force be with you...always.

PSI

It never fails. After I complete a run in a show, I always seem to get Post Show Illness. I've been so fortunate to not have gotten deathly ill once during the nine month run of this tour. But like clockwork, despite all my attempts to avoid it, my body's defenses have let their guard down and here I am feeling a little flu-ish. Other than that, it's great to be off for the summer. I have a day at the day spa planned today- manicure, pedicure, massage, facial, and haircut. I'll get back to you after my complete rehaul. I feel like one of those people on extreme makeover!

Should I Stay, Or Should I Go

Leaving tomorrow for our final week in Anchorage, Alaska. This week is a HUGE week as my fate with this tour will be decided. I will either sign on to complete the tour- ending in December, or I will take my Equity card and start a new phase of my career. The suspense is killing me!

There's No Place Like Home

Hip Hip Hooray! I'm back in New York City for a week off before our final week in Anchorage, Alaska. It's going to take every bone in my body to keep from eating at all my favorite restaurants, shopping at all my favorite stores, seeing my favorite shows- in general, spending all the money that I've saved in the past 9 months! First stop, the Cingular Store to buy my new cell phone that I've been eyeing for months- the Razr V3.