Grateful

My horoscope today provided a rather kind reminder. Basically it said that now is not the time to focus my energy on wanting something I don't have, rather, I should not lose sight of the fact that what I do have is something that people would give their eyeteeth for. Well, ain't that the truth! I've spent the majority of my time in the last couple of days pining away for a theatre gig, a relationship, money, etc... that I haven't stopped to really realize how "wealthy" I am to begin with. First off, I'm living in this treasure of a city. I have friends who actually are loyal to me despite how often I'm gone and how little I keep in touch. I have a job that pays well and keeps me dressed well. I have my own, true one bedroom apartment in Manhattan proper. I have family that actually care about me. I have it pretty good! It's nice to get those reminders from time to time. I think being an actor, I tend to always be looking forward. Where's that next paycheck coming from? What auditions do I have next week? What shows am I good for next season? We're always told in acting class to "live in the moment". Perhaps we should use that advice in our everyday lives as well.